a useless day

          That time I woke up as usual yes about 6 o'clock but then I sleep again and woke up again half an hour later. I did not even have time to pray dawn. I bathe and then eat and everything. I thought my day is not karuan either what I think but I did not feel any strange around me. I went to school as usual because that day Friday I am quite happy because later on I go home college faster.
          Until class I like people who do not eat two days I sat down listless and did not move at all when my friend asking what you think I actually heard his voice clearly but I did not have the energy to answer it. before the teacher came my friend told me with a very heavy heart I lifted my body from the table then leaned back in my chair kekursi.sampai ended my sitting position did not change a bit and the babbling chatter of a teacher just like the strains of a melody that enter the ear right and left in the left ear. only one is kept in front of me when he says that all human beings are the same in my heart saying as if I will be equated with justin bieber. right at 11 Am class broke up and I went home with my friend and I asked him why I could be tired like this and he asked back, last night what time do you sleep . I just remember last night I slept at 4 Am because of staying with my friends, meaning that I was sleepy because my body feels tired and there is no spirit at all. really a useless day.

Silence

          One night when the bird was bored to twitter the wind was bored to blow, I was silent in the darkness and silence. that is when I was still in a boarding school in Payakumbuh.
          The day was a long holiday and everyone went home to each other live alone in that place. I sat in front of the dormitory window and looked away from the sky I saw the star scattered, so beautiful and then I saw no one around me. I tried to amuse myself by singing like a lunatic. but that only made me look even worse. I've been through a lot of things but nothing more than that night. night did not want to be friends with me when I was already comforted by the moon and stars of a very thick black fog blanketed the beautiful sky and turned into something terrible not long after a very heavy rain soak that night. not one I remember but the person I really love is family and friend of my best friend, I'm worried what they experienced at this time, I hope they always exist beside me but that is something impossible